Don’t wish. Don’t start. Wishing only wounds the heart…
I can’t help but feel like I’m not good enough right now for what I want, like I haven’t earned it, like it’s already reserved maybe. I’m trying not to care and I’m trying not to cry. The audition went well it could’ve gone better, I think. I don’t know. But this show is already scarred me a bit and if I lose again I’m convinced I suck. I should be focused in my Acting Final tomorrow. All the lines of Shakespeare! So much stress. My voice isn’t at it’s best. I wish I was ready or that I believed I am. My ego is officially bruised, I’ll never admit it. I just wanna go home already.(via diet-vanillaco-ke)
SENIOR YEAR! ;(
Crystal (Mezzo/Alto) - Little Shop of Horrors age 18, 2010
haha i look so tiny, if only I could’ve borrowed a supermodel’s legs.
For some, High school Drama and Theatre was an experiment or last chance or their prime. For me it was the beginning of focus that will never be taken away from me.
Once On This Island ‘07, Mama Euralie
Pippin ‘08, Leading Player
AIDA ‘09, Aida <3
Little Shop of Horrors 2010, Crystal
suddenly seymour // rick moranis & ellen greene
suddenly seymour, he purified me
suddenly seymour showed me i can
learn to be more
the girl that’s inside me
with sweet understanding
seymour’s my man
So Little Shop of Horrors was my senior/last show back in high school… And here I am years later in college and it’s the upcoming spring musical. I’ve been on the fence back and forth I have no idea what to expect and how the auditions are gonna go. I just know that they’re tomorrow afternoon and it’s strictly vocals, specifically “Suddenly Seymour”. Oh, and rumor has it that there are to be six Ronettes instead of three. yuck! I’m really auditioning to be an active theatre arts major and to put myself out there in my first year at this school. I’m enjoying making a name for myself and singing is my favorite thing. I need it back in my life the right way. Also, I’m hoping they have a killer choreographer whose gonna whip me into shape unknowingly. I love when that happens. yeah so, that’s life.
I’m not worried because I’m so familiar with the show. I wish I wasn’t recently sick with no voice, but it’s sorta back and all I can do is get rest and know my lyrics and do my best. I was Crystal back in high school and they took away my downtown solo due to school politics and bullshit. I WANT THAT SOLO. ehh That’s all.
Continuing the carousel of progress for my art, Audrey 2.
FEED ME SEYMOUR!
Here’s my main piece for Gallery 1988’s CRAZY4CULT7:NY show opening this Friday (11/13) at 355A Bowery (E3rd St & Bowery.) These are actually the smaller giclee print versions (8x12, edition of 25.) I also have an 18x24 stretch canvas version. The opening is from 7pm-10pm. It gets really crowded because cool people buy art.